FemCar
She is a multipartenered bisexual beast/toy/slave. She has been married to Phantom for almost 25 years. She also was very blessed to be partnered with Jeff Gord of HouseofGord.com for 10 years. She was underneath his desk at his passing, exactly where she was destined to be from the moment they met. She is now venturing out and telling his story/their story because that was one of his last wishes, that he live on and be remembered through her and through others.
She loves to wallow fully in the experiences life brings to her … the joys and the horrors… the pleasures as well as the suffering. She feels, in fact, that the universe is her spirit’s playground … and that there are magic and miracles every where if you only allow yourself to see them and, of course, if you are willing to take the risks in creating them.
Her center in D/s revolves around ego exposure and ego bashing and being USED. Always using the tool of objectification to get there. She is not a physical masochist but instead a self proclaimed emotional masochist … a term that she has defined and redefined for herself and others over the years… because, of course, as soon as you believe that you know yourself the universe tips a little and makes you embrace another aspect…Again and again and again. She is at peace most when wallowing in the mire, compelled often to endure experiences that she genuinely fears and dislikes. Or, to quote FemCar, “The more I dread it, the more I NEED it, and the more I know it is what I eventually have to do.” She has been in the lifestyle for 20 years and has been smashing the boundaries of acceptable and politically correct forms of play ever since she crawled in. She began to educate about degradation play about 16 years ago … because people were alarmed at her need without understanding the why behind it. Now it is a rather common form of play but only because she and others like her wouldn’t let others stop her…and she STILL won’t.
She is an advocate for growth and enlightenment, sometimes in the form of controversy, sometimes in the form of activism; but always with an undercurrent of spirituality. Good thing for her that her spiritual path absolutely is through her CUNT. So don’t be too surprised if you see her touching herself at any given moment. She is out to change the world…one cock one cunt at a time and SOMETIMES she is really lucky and can grab MORE than one at a time, and it is in this type of experience that she truly revels. You can voyeur her on twitter and fetlife under femcar if you want to watch the train wreck as it happens.
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The Passing of a Legend: Gord and Femcar…What dreams are made of
The most amazing transcendental experiences are when you open up SO wide that reality steps into your “play”.
Oh I have stories, and pictures, and videos.. and the LAST machine he finished, custom made just for me. This is a story of destiny, magic, and miracles and absolutely that ANYTHING is possible. This is the first time I am telling this story like this since he passed so I will probably be very emotional. This is when the real sadist come out I reckon.
He told me he wanted his work to live on so I am doing that as best as I can with telling his and our story, sharing his art, and also keeping the light of his baby houseofgord.com shining as bright as we can, although impossible to his degree. He always said there is an R in Gord. Not anymore.
Oh, I did NOT just see that! Playing in PUBLIC!
This will be a discussion on different levels of public play. Certainly not everybody agrees on what is appropriate and not appropriate in certain situations. Lets discuss what your experiences and opinions are and also share tips on keeping safe and hopefully not getting arrested. Well unless ya wanna…but pssst…I don’t think its very fun.
Fist-A-Cunt!
Ya put your hand inside a cunt and ya have an IMMEDIATE puppet to play with! Lets discuss procedure, safety… but more importantly lets do some fisting! Definitely the easiest way to learn is by HANDS-IN! I can’t promise I will take everybody on… but I will SCREAM trying!
